Just found out my ex was cheating on me towards our last two months together…

Yeah…my friend just decided to come clean with me on what happened.

Since I wouldn’t have sex with him, he decided to go to someone else who was more willing…

It’s been about two years and and it feels like my friend just ripped open stitches to a deep cut…she just reopened something that was finally starting to heal…

I really can’t handle this shit right now..

I relapsed again…

The familiar feeling of feeling horrible after throwing up whatever was in my empty stomach is unnerving and I feel absolutely horrible…

Can anyone do me a favor and come spoon with me, kiss my neck, and tell me I’m beautiful for a few hours?

I’m feeling rather sad at the moment and need someone…