School Update:

So in gym tomorrow were doing out body composition test, and if I find out I’m larger than 120lbs I’m gonna fucking cry.

Seriously, during swimming I’m usually 135lbs but this summer season I slacked and the last time I weighed myself I was 145lbs and I started crying when I got home…

I also stopped eating…today I had an excuse for why I skipped lunch, but I don’t think it’s going to work tomorrow…my friends will probably force me to get food..

Remember when you told me I was better off dead and that I should kill myself? No? Well I do, and you’re damn right that’s the reason I will never take you back.

Anonymous: Hooooly shiiiit. I swear, we are the same person.

Not sure how I feel about this…nothing against you, its just that if you think that that could mean you’re going through the same stuff as me and I really hope no one ever has to go through what i’m going through :/

If you are going through the same stuff as me, just know that I love you and if you ever need to talk i’m here, okay lovely?


Within the last couple days:

• Robin Williams died

• an innocent black teenager was shot to death

• a police officer at west lake mall maced a black man that just happened to walk by, then arrested him and refused him water

• policemen have been using brute force against peaceful protesters

• Ebola has broken out

• 94 people were killed in 3 days in the Ukraine

• people have begun to plan a real life purge

Someone please tell me. What, in THE HELL is going on

(via insid3-im-dying)

So my grandma came over to spend some time with me before my summer ends and now she’s just talking with my dad about how annoying my uncle is being because he’s depressed..

Little does she know her “little angel” is in outpatient for depression and suicidal thoughts..

Thanks grandma. I’m glad you think people who have depression are “annoying and lazy”.